Taking pray come back -- < the diary air)

Travel Guide -- Rome, Italy

Taking pray come back

-- < the diary air)

In what seat puts down the book read a little while on teapoy board. The author gets stuck in the card husband that recollects insomnia. October 1911 original 3 days, "Not the night of Mian. Successive the 3rd night " (on October 2) . "Same night, but it is more difficult even to fall asleep. " (on October 3) . That depressed Great Master not only always be insomnia, and always still feel body ache when sleep: "When was asleep, the ache of a perpendicular motion the head from me till bridge of the nose, also be the forehead that is pressed keenly into me from inside a furrow it seems that. " see here, I can‘ted help laughing knowingly. The man of neighbour looked me. I am forced laugh convergence. In a few months that remember to Tianjin comes first, face every night before sleeping, neck is strange the ground, ground like drag in is painful, painful even arrive not dare deep breathing. Also be a line, around move neck, compress approximately and choke. In those depressed night, break out sorely every time, what a person has him to know only below silently deglutition is painful. Carefully never have the nerve alarms others. . . . . . Even if now, this kind bizarre painful also break out from time to tome. Although I prepared two years,I know, the foreign land of life butt joint that I own still needs a course. This perhaps is disease of a kind of psychology more. It is the interior penalty to body captivity, or is the body defied to interior exiled?

The man of neighbour is abrupt clonic ground cough rises. . . . . . Every time when he coughs, the plane also is encountered fitly have air stream and jolt rises. Have 3 times, air hostess just rolled out dining car, the plane is about to bump, on their horse hasty stop, when resembling coming, disappeared suddenly euqally. At the same time the broadcast on the plane rings, a female voice is explaining: "Ladies gentlemen, our plane encountered air current in the voyage, the plane has jolt. Ask you to affirm whether your safety belt has been fastened again. Pack up teapoy board please, open gobo. We will stop meal to supply during the plane is bumpy, shut the sanitary equipment on machine. . . . . . " in a few minutes, both hands of an air hostess is holding one caboodle earphone in both hands slowly, if thought of the ground to walk over somewhat,be it seems that. After neighbour man is hearing broadcast, coughed timelily again. He made the gesture of a need to that empty elder sister, had received empty elder sister to hand his earphone, begin absorption ground, awakward ground to move back and forth his listen to device. He blindly, taking try luck the expression like fumbles the without exception of area outside and in with his narrow armrest after pressing press, raise a head helplessly, the back of empty elder sister disappears in engine room end already. When I see him, he also just looks to me: "Without. " he talks in whispers. The look that I see him because a few seconds ago blast cough and amaranthine. This, the rhythm that he coughs presses the behavioral antithesis of interface with him again. He does not know to be being pressed at random to the where of armrest, press, cough. Cough, press. As if he is pressed those who move is not channel pushbutton, however a director outside his body‘s tracheal switch.

Air current. . . . . . This is cannot evasive problem. You do not know the meeting is quiet below one second forever. In the vortex flow that has tremendous energy in, the plane is like a small leaf asply. Have many times, I and jumpier man are adjacent. They although pattern is different, nervous lose one‘s head however be exactly the same. I enter the year before last year the activity of former unit, go fierce exterminate hill travel, the middleaged man aboard of neighbour rises with when descending, keep twisting the Buddha on the artifice bead, there with a buzz still is lection in the mouth. I went last year Xi‘an, neighbour also is one man, his expression is to keep heaving a sigh, the body keeps controlling swing, a pair of appearance that move restlessly. This is itinerary, my get a man all the way both hands adds up to assorted, appearance is devotional very. So that become,dining car stops beside us sadly, empty elder sister enquires repeatedly " gentleman, what do you use " when, he still muddy does not become aware like that. I was forced to touch his arm gently finally, feel he will be scared beforehand.

The method that I allow him calm is the childhood times that memory and parents live together. Those who recollect father to hold to old age all the time is gentle with calm. In the long time that grows beside him, I want not to remove him to even if,ever had had because of the predicament in the life even groan, violent rage. His anger is silent. Only is punished by him, it is 5 years old. I and little brother are contended for when grabbing pencil, not careful the head puncture the little brother. Father takes foot of square of a wood to replace a ferule, make the mistake that myself says to make whether serious. I say piously serious. He says severe penalty again is in retype 3 helpers heart is mixed putt in 10 optional. My valuation with 5 years old of children, it is to avoid the important and dwell on the trivial of course, chose to be hit 10 times. Although that penalty is not heavy, but from also remember profundity to the process of 10. From now on, I and little brother had not quarrelled again. The exalted grace that he has place of a civilian father maintains all the time now. I love him.

10 old before, myself has had untangle not to open the anguish that abandons be not being dropped, down to arrives nohow before father cry bitterly unceasingly. . . . . . He does not dissuade me cry, also do not try to let me dissolve the heart bear that does not worry in life. Wait for me to had cried, calm, he said only: "You should learn to arrange its nature. " be like,I in those days as if be filled wisdom, collect the character 8 admonition of old father well from now on.

I feel our plane had flown across Shandong. . . . . . Again a hour will fly across the air of Tianjin. The air is looked up at on the small market that ever counted ground of second terrified terrified to stand in to be called green island like me, when every time civil aviaton flight flits from low altitude, I feel those who take away is my heart. Insomnia of night of my that Ceng Ye, neck is aching, flimsy heart.